Tired, but peaceful

Yesterday evening was REALLY nice. I have been so stressed lately that I haven't been playing at all. Traci came to town unexpectedly and wanted to see me. I knew I couldn't shift gears so quickly, so I said we would just relax and have a couple of drinks. I took her by to see my new home (it won't be completely mine till Monday morning, but you get the picture) and had a couple of salads and some wine afterward. It was REALLY nice (I know I am repeating myself). I was immediately in better spirits after realizing what I would be doing in the evening. I was able to relax and just enjoy some companionship. Traci is very bright and an adroit conversationalist (on top of being kinky beyond belief).

Traci and I talked more about what life would be like for us is she lived closer. I think that Traci feels that there might be some negative ramifications of something like that happening. Frankly, I don't see that. Getting bored with Traci seems like such an impossibility. Traci is my personal submissive. There is no doubt about that. I have a deep and rewarding relationship with Traci. My pathetic attempts at finding a 24/7 have always failed, but Traci has always been there. Her submission feeds me. Our intensity is a necessity in my life. I found it interesting that Traci feels I might get bored with her if the distance were not such an issue. She mentioned that I find her a challenge. There is no doubt about that, I do. Each step we make together is hard won on both our parts. Behind that conservative image lies my hypnoslut. Slowly, but surely she comes more and more to the fore. It has taken years to get to this point and I wonder how far we will go.

I am living out one of my ultimate fantasies with Traci. Life is good! Especially since I have a good portion of this weekend to spend with Traci. I haven't made any definitive plans for this time, but I am sure I can come up with something! *smile* I am looking forward to a day and a half of perversion at a relaxed pace. I believe this is just what the doctor ordered. Finally, a respite from my mania about purchasing this home! I hope Traci is ready for me!